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Wednesday, November 30, 2011

ONE DOWN, 10 DAYS

My first oral exam was insanely intense! Will blog about it soon. but for now, the mere thought of 10 DAYS before a part of home arrives in CPH, is worthy of a post.

SO EXCITED!
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I finally finished watching Project Runway Season 9 yesterday! I have to say this season was so addictive compared to other seasons. I think it's because i love the designs in this season and they had a lot of unexpected challenges. So, I'm extremely happy when Anya won! I have to say I loved her from the beginning because she wasnt so cocky even though she was talented. Possibly because she only started sewing 4 months before whereas her competitors came from actual proper schools that taught them the skills. So I had my eye on her. I really was in awe of her courage to come to this show despite knowing so little. It really reflects what my mum always tell me "Just give it a try, you'll never know what happens. And there's no harm"

Despite her downs during the show that made me worried about her being in the game and making it to Lincoln Center, I was really glad that the judges saw her talent and actually made her the 4th person (initial plan was only 3) to make it to the finale runway show! That was the best second chance given because she actually came out the winner!

The most worrying and surprising thing i would say was that when Tim visited her, SHE DIDNT EVEN HAVE ONE PIECE DONE! And her competitors were finishing pieces or at least started and are half way through. So it was very worrying. Very happy that she pulled it in the end. Watching shows like this make you feel stress for the participants but at the same time make you feel like if you just had the courage and determination, you MAY ACTUALLY FREAKING LIVE TO SEE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE!

I also loved that she was dedicating her collection to her Brother :') Always so touching to see how motivating loved ones can be for each other.

Anyway, just a few picutres for her collection
 I LOVE LOVE LOVE the first two pieces. The swim suit was so sexy in a chic way. And the opening gown was a stunner! It was phenomenon.

 That's Anya. I also loved her style throughout the show. She was always dressed so elegantly but made it look so easy and comfortable.
A few of her stunning clothes. I love the v shape collar style. She does it so well and it's easy to screw that up because if you dont do it properly you will freaking see boobs everywhere! I'm really so in love with her collection and it was so cohesive! Although I would have prefer to see more range like jackets etc, I would say I still really the range she gave. It was the things she does best. And if you have noticed, she used a lot of prints. I am crazy about her prints. When i see her buy prints I always think how she can make that work. And when I see the final piece I'm just always in awe! She's the best designer I have seen who could do prints that well! Make it chic, modern and totally not cheap or tacky. A great win for sure!
GREAT JOBBB!! Really happy she won :') I felt so emotional for her too.

There were 2 others who I really loved. That's josh and Lauren. I will go into both of them another time. Until then, toodles!

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Random snap shots

Random pictures of my recent existence in cph

Counting down the days

5 days to first paper
15 days to settling course for next sem (after that I'm left with one year in uni)
16 days to seeing mum
27 days to end of exams
29 days to Paris (Christmas!)
35 days to Prague (new year celebrations!)
42 days to HOME and Loverboy

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Rant Wall

I'm so stressed now :( And to be honest, i do NOT KNOW WHY. I seriously dont. how lame is that?! Actually maybe I do, just that I cant pin point on one exact point. Normally less than 2 weeks to exams, you never catch me blogging please! I will be like in my room mugging my brains out. But im so stressed and I dont know how else to vent my stress and i rmb my blog. I used to blog everyday from secondary school. Long entries about my day and I HAD to blog, if not i felt weird. Like everyday after school the first thing i do is to blog about my daily activities. Which for some strange reason, people were interested to read. Now thinking back, im wondering who in their right mind will want to read my life in details. But i was surprised. I knew people read my blog in secondary school. But in JC, i found out seniors whom i didnt know read my blog. I found out people talk about my blog. I have no idea for what actually. I guess they were too bored. And i was so embarrassed because I talked about one of my group leaders and he found out through other seniors and asked about it. And i just mentioned "i think i know him from somewhere..." and he asked me about it. awkward muchhhhh. And I know many others read my blog and i think from then on, i blogged less because it was kinda weird to have random people reading my blogs. And now? I dont give a crap who reads. it's my rant place (Y)

I am stressed with exams. More the anxiety about exams approaching than the actual exams. It's like sitting on a rollar coaster and you're at the point that the ride is slowly bringing you up to the peak in a very extremely slow sadistic way. and when exams come it's like the plunge you get all the way down. It's scary, it's fast, you just wish it'll be over and you'll be fine. that's exactly how it is.

I am more stressed with staying alone. I have to do everything myself suddenly. And I dont know if it's the cold weather but the cold weather i experience every single day just reminds me im in a foreign country and right now I JUST CANT WAIT TO BE HOME. No offence, i love this place. but i really just wanna go home right now :'( I dont care if i have to deal with a more stressful education. It's better than being here, really. Just want to go home... 

and i always camwhore when im stressed. Or I have many ways of destressing. 


Love my new winter cap and pretty ribbon ring. Why spore no winter :(

okay, i take that back. I dont want winter in spore. I hate winter. I prefer to wear shorts and slippers/palms/heels. All of that is impractical. I get to wear my dr mart boots and ugg boots in winter but.. that's about it? Just boots. how boring!



stress.
Peace.

NOT. Im having a WAR now.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Stealing time

I am only able to be blogging for about 20 min before having to go out SHOPPING W SHERYL :D
Ive been itching to blog so much but havent really found the time to! >:( No thanks to study. Youtube needs to have a auto reply button so i dont have to keep clicking play again once the sound ends. Im listening to the best cover of adele's someone like you



I think it's better than the original actually :/ haha.

anyway, i wanted to blog about 11/11/11 on the actual day but during the weekend i had to do my synopsis so i couldnt take the time off to do so. And i just watched 11-11-11 of which it was so lame and boring! I was so disappointed because it was from the producers of SAW. It was not scary at all and i was watching it alone in my room at 12 midnight. -.- Okay, but i love horror shows to begin with.

Anyway, i wanted to rant about 11/11/11 because i was so annoyed that day with people posting on twitter and facebook that it is like any other ordinary day. WTHECK. If it's like any other day then why would they even post "11-11-11 is the nothing special" or "11-11-11 is like any ordinary day" etc? I mean, if there is nothing special and if it IS any other ordinary day then WHY THE HECK ARE YOU EVEN POSTING STH LIKE THAT? By doing it you already make it seem like NOT any other ordinary day! Unless you're telling me you post that kinda statement every other day then fine. You're weird.

I personally find myself not believing 11:11 wishes but I still find myself watching the time on that day to make my wish. Then i started to wonder how many people out there are exactly like me. They dont believe yet they stilll make the wish anyways. It's only then that i realised, it doesnt matter whether 11:11 wishes come true (of course it's good if it does) because when people make those wishes, it's the feeling that there is some hope after all. In their desperate and lowest moments, maybe just maybe someone out there, could hear their silent cries and reach out to them. To give them hope that the days will get better because they hold on to the wishes and stay stronger each day for a chance to see their wishes come true.  Maybe today, maybe the next.

With that said, how can people (even if they dont believe it) say stuff like it's nothing special, it's so ordinary?? If you did that, you're like some bitch who just tried to put down someone's hope at their lowest moments. Even if they are not desperate, they are not in a dark place, they still carry hope with the wish. Why would you put it down like? If you dont believe then just keep it to yourself. GOSH.

okay, i could go on and on but my time is up here. Gotta go get ready for a relaxing day!

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

AWOL

My sincere apologizes for the lack of post. In fact I'm posting in school using my iPhone. Which means there won't be any photos. I have been basically stressing about tons of stuff and never would I have imagine that studies will only be 1/100 of it. Last week was extremely crazy for me!


1. Went to Legoland and had to wake up at 4am
2. Legoland was 5 degree Celsius and I only had 2 layers on me WTS okay!
3. Had to stone at the train station for 4 hours for the sake of saving 70sgd since late night train rides are cheaper. Wondering if that was worth the saving
5. Gained one more hour of sleep and first time experiencing 25 hours a day thanks to daylight saving!!
6. Rushed home and didn't feel like sleeping. It was 4am alr -.-
7. Unproductive studying Monday
8. Start of a sick week. Literally. I was So scared and thank god for Hotstuff and Loverboy for being there and my sweet friends who made sure I was okay :)
9. Stressing about everything but studies when in fact I Should be stressing over studies
10. Realized that exams are so close n I still have quite a lot to do

10 fml points, story of my life