Wednesday, November 30, 2011

ONE DOWN, 10 DAYS

My first oral exam was insanely intense! Will blog about it soon. but for now, the mere thought of 10 DAYS before a part of home arrives in CPH, is worthy of a post.

SO EXCITED!
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I finally finished watching Project Runway Season 9 yesterday! I have to say this season was so addictive compared to other seasons. I think it's because i love the designs in this season and they had a lot of unexpected challenges. So, I'm extremely happy when Anya won! I have to say I loved her from the beginning because she wasnt so cocky even though she was talented. Possibly because she only started sewing 4 months before whereas her competitors came from actual proper schools that taught them the skills. So I had my eye on her. I really was in awe of her courage to come to this show despite knowing so little. It really reflects what my mum always tell me "Just give it a try, you'll never know what happens. And there's no harm"

Despite her downs during the show that made me worried about her being in the game and making it to Lincoln Center, I was really glad that the judges saw her talent and actually made her the 4th person (initial plan was only 3) to make it to the finale runway show! That was the best second chance given because she actually came out the winner!

The most worrying and surprising thing i would say was that when Tim visited her, SHE DIDNT EVEN HAVE ONE PIECE DONE! And her competitors were finishing pieces or at least started and are half way through. So it was very worrying. Very happy that she pulled it in the end. Watching shows like this make you feel stress for the participants but at the same time make you feel like if you just had the courage and determination, you MAY ACTUALLY FREAKING LIVE TO SEE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE!

I also loved that she was dedicating her collection to her Brother :') Always so touching to see how motivating loved ones can be for each other.

Anyway, just a few picutres for her collection
 I LOVE LOVE LOVE the first two pieces. The swim suit was so sexy in a chic way. And the opening gown was a stunner! It was phenomenon.

 That's Anya. I also loved her style throughout the show. She was always dressed so elegantly but made it look so easy and comfortable.
A few of her stunning clothes. I love the v shape collar style. She does it so well and it's easy to screw that up because if you dont do it properly you will freaking see boobs everywhere! I'm really so in love with her collection and it was so cohesive! Although I would have prefer to see more range like jackets etc, I would say I still really the range she gave. It was the things she does best. And if you have noticed, she used a lot of prints. I am crazy about her prints. When i see her buy prints I always think how she can make that work. And when I see the final piece I'm just always in awe! She's the best designer I have seen who could do prints that well! Make it chic, modern and totally not cheap or tacky. A great win for sure!
GREAT JOBBB!! Really happy she won :') I felt so emotional for her too.

There were 2 others who I really loved. That's josh and Lauren. I will go into both of them another time. Until then, toodles!

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Random snap shots

Random pictures of my recent existence in cph

Counting down the days

5 days to first paper
15 days to settling course for next sem (after that I'm left with one year in uni)
16 days to seeing mum
27 days to end of exams
29 days to Paris (Christmas!)
35 days to Prague (new year celebrations!)
42 days to HOME and Loverboy

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Rant Wall

I'm so stressed now :( And to be honest, i do NOT KNOW WHY. I seriously dont. how lame is that?! Actually maybe I do, just that I cant pin point on one exact point. Normally less than 2 weeks to exams, you never catch me blogging please! I will be like in my room mugging my brains out. But im so stressed and I dont know how else to vent my stress and i rmb my blog. I used to blog everyday from secondary school. Long entries about my day and I HAD to blog, if not i felt weird. Like everyday after school the first thing i do is to blog about my daily activities. Which for some strange reason, people were interested to read. Now thinking back, im wondering who in their right mind will want to read my life in details. But i was surprised. I knew people read my blog in secondary school. But in JC, i found out seniors whom i didnt know read my blog. I found out people talk about my blog. I have no idea for what actually. I guess they were too bored. And i was so embarrassed because I talked about one of my group leaders and he found out through other seniors and asked about it. And i just mentioned "i think i know him from somewhere..." and he asked me about it. awkward muchhhhh. And I know many others read my blog and i think from then on, i blogged less because it was kinda weird to have random people reading my blogs. And now? I dont give a crap who reads. it's my rant place (Y)

I am stressed with exams. More the anxiety about exams approaching than the actual exams. It's like sitting on a rollar coaster and you're at the point that the ride is slowly bringing you up to the peak in a very extremely slow sadistic way. and when exams come it's like the plunge you get all the way down. It's scary, it's fast, you just wish it'll be over and you'll be fine. that's exactly how it is.

I am more stressed with staying alone. I have to do everything myself suddenly. And I dont know if it's the cold weather but the cold weather i experience every single day just reminds me im in a foreign country and right now I JUST CANT WAIT TO BE HOME. No offence, i love this place. but i really just wanna go home right now :'( I dont care if i have to deal with a more stressful education. It's better than being here, really. Just want to go home... 

and i always camwhore when im stressed. Or I have many ways of destressing. 


Love my new winter cap and pretty ribbon ring. Why spore no winter :(

okay, i take that back. I dont want winter in spore. I hate winter. I prefer to wear shorts and slippers/palms/heels. All of that is impractical. I get to wear my dr mart boots and ugg boots in winter but.. that's about it? Just boots. how boring!



stress.
Peace.

NOT. Im having a WAR now.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Stealing time

I am only able to be blogging for about 20 min before having to go out SHOPPING W SHERYL :D
Ive been itching to blog so much but havent really found the time to! >:( No thanks to study. Youtube needs to have a auto reply button so i dont have to keep clicking play again once the sound ends. Im listening to the best cover of adele's someone like you



I think it's better than the original actually :/ haha.

anyway, i wanted to blog about 11/11/11 on the actual day but during the weekend i had to do my synopsis so i couldnt take the time off to do so. And i just watched 11-11-11 of which it was so lame and boring! I was so disappointed because it was from the producers of SAW. It was not scary at all and i was watching it alone in my room at 12 midnight. -.- Okay, but i love horror shows to begin with.

Anyway, i wanted to rant about 11/11/11 because i was so annoyed that day with people posting on twitter and facebook that it is like any other ordinary day. WTHECK. If it's like any other day then why would they even post "11-11-11 is the nothing special" or "11-11-11 is like any ordinary day" etc? I mean, if there is nothing special and if it IS any other ordinary day then WHY THE HECK ARE YOU EVEN POSTING STH LIKE THAT? By doing it you already make it seem like NOT any other ordinary day! Unless you're telling me you post that kinda statement every other day then fine. You're weird.

I personally find myself not believing 11:11 wishes but I still find myself watching the time on that day to make my wish. Then i started to wonder how many people out there are exactly like me. They dont believe yet they stilll make the wish anyways. It's only then that i realised, it doesnt matter whether 11:11 wishes come true (of course it's good if it does) because when people make those wishes, it's the feeling that there is some hope after all. In their desperate and lowest moments, maybe just maybe someone out there, could hear their silent cries and reach out to them. To give them hope that the days will get better because they hold on to the wishes and stay stronger each day for a chance to see their wishes come true.  Maybe today, maybe the next.

With that said, how can people (even if they dont believe it) say stuff like it's nothing special, it's so ordinary?? If you did that, you're like some bitch who just tried to put down someone's hope at their lowest moments. Even if they are not desperate, they are not in a dark place, they still carry hope with the wish. Why would you put it down like? If you dont believe then just keep it to yourself. GOSH.

okay, i could go on and on but my time is up here. Gotta go get ready for a relaxing day!

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

AWOL

My sincere apologizes for the lack of post. In fact I'm posting in school using my iPhone. Which means there won't be any photos. I have been basically stressing about tons of stuff and never would I have imagine that studies will only be 1/100 of it. Last week was extremely crazy for me!


1. Went to Legoland and had to wake up at 4am
2. Legoland was 5 degree Celsius and I only had 2 layers on me WTS okay!
3. Had to stone at the train station for 4 hours for the sake of saving 70sgd since late night train rides are cheaper. Wondering if that was worth the saving
5. Gained one more hour of sleep and first time experiencing 25 hours a day thanks to daylight saving!!
6. Rushed home and didn't feel like sleeping. It was 4am alr -.-
7. Unproductive studying Monday
8. Start of a sick week. Literally. I was So scared and thank god for Hotstuff and Loverboy for being there and my sweet friends who made sure I was okay :)
9. Stressing about everything but studies when in fact I Should be stressing over studies
10. Realized that exams are so close n I still have quite a lot to do

10 fml points, story of my life

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

AUS NEXT TOP MODEL WINNER: MONTANA COX

MONTANA WON! :D:D:D Im so happy. She was so good!!! Her photo in the desert made me tear cause i was so shocked when the finale was running. I know you guys are probably really sick of my model entries but i HAVE TO blog about it , and of course I havent died. Just been busy w studies. So, finally after a long awaited week for this show, the finale is finally over and i am EXTREMELY EXCITED TO BE BLOGGING ABOUT MONTANA!

stunning. Harper Bazaar shoot. Montana in Gucci dress worn by Beyonce.
Photoshoot in Dubai. Winter clothing in hot weather. She rocked it.
Just a natural shot.
In the desert. I was blown away by this. This is soooo good.
And finally.. HER COVER. She's only 17. I know where she got her looks from. Her parents are stunning! She got her mum's beauty and her dad's height. What could be better. GO MONTY! :D

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On a side note, finally done with IOR module! Except now it is time to do the synopsis and prepare for an oral exam. Can i tell you how frustrating it is to have to write a 3 page synopsis. And if you're thinking, "isnt 3 page like not a lot, why is she complaining?" WELL YEA BECAUSE 3 PAGE IS REALLY NOT A LOT. IT'S TOO LITTLE. HOW DO I WRITE A DECENT SYNOPSIS COVERING ALL THAT WE LEARNT IN 3 PAGES AND SCORE WELL? SHESHHH. and just when i thought that was annoyed, oh gosh. I WAS TOLD THE ORAL EXAM WILL ONLY BE 3-5 MIN LONG. Seriously, imma talk like a bullet train. yet the exam is 20 min long bcos of Q&A. Yes that's like sending us to the dungeon if we're only given that little amount of time! >:(

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GOING TO LEGOLAND ON SATURDAY. And i do not want to think how I am going to be at the train station at 6am. WTF. I have to wake up at 4am. And i'll only be back at 2am on Sunday. Will be so dead tired but im really looking forward to it! Will be blogging pictures soon (: And then Monday, in celebration of the end of IOR, the IOR peeps from my clique will be going shopping! :D:D:D They are super on about some pizza buffet. hmm, :( We'll see. I dont wanna be skin and bones but i dont wanna be a piece of lard too. Will be updating soon. Vi ses pa mondag!

Friday, October 21, 2011

Coco Rocha - Queen of poses



Montana - Australia's next top model

I have got to say that Montana is my favourite model from all the seasons of NTM. (ALL COUNTRIES AS WELL!) I have seen pretty models from many season, ugly pretty models, charismatic, photogenic but NONE LIKE HER. She's gorgeous, beautiful, innocent, drama free, FRESH. She's only 17 which is a really good age to start her career in modelling. I hope she wins this season of AUSNTM! The Finale is next week and I am extremely excited to see the outcome! Just a few of her photos.
swim wear shoot
natural. This wasnt a real photoshoot. It's a natural photo


stunning
You know you see a model when she can make garbage look expensive.

This doesnt look like her at all which is why is she so versatile!
Last 3 girls - finale.
Last photoshoot. She was so good on set!



Coco Rocha

I was watching the latest episode of ANTM and I saw Coco Rocha on that episode! I was totally mesmerised by her during the photoshoot! She's a real top model and has been the cover of so many magazines! Just google her cover and it's endless. She's so breathtakingly beautiful!
one of my favourite covers!

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

BEST CHINESE DINNER EVER! STEAMBOAT + AWESOME COMPANY. NOTHING BEATS THAT! THIS WILL SO BE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY WEEK!!!

Friday, October 14, 2011

Home, shopaholic, camwhore

Have i mentioned how much i love my aunt and her constant emails coming in to make my day? she's so awesome i swear. Her email is always filled with bits and pieces of home events. From shopping with my sis to my cousin to my other aunt to the cat at home to her work etc.

It always makes me smile or laugh whenever i read her emails. Sometimes I read them twice because they are simply so amazing. Simple, straight forward yet so heartwarming(:

Today officially marks the start of break week! And it also means catching up time for me. one module is ending and im barely 1/4 into the text haha. shingz really need to beat the procrastination >:( Keep procrastinating until im so disgusted nowwww. I know i sound like an official nerd saying this but whatever okay! I feel like im wasting my mother's money here if i dont do well (not that i will know my actual grade because it's only P/F) okay, shuddup. This looks bad on me. but whatever, i feel like i need to do something productive. And that does not include spending 2 hours cleaning my room. WHERE DOES ALL THE DIRT COME FROM?! I feel like someone cleaned their room and poured their vacuum cleaner content into my room. it's so dusty. UGH. but good exercise. HAHA. I wonder what's my weight now. The last time i took it i lost 2-2.5kg. Shall go back and take my weight again when jermyn is back from prague/berlin trip. hee. I hope i dont gain :(

AND I SWEAR I NEED TO STOP RETAIL THERAPY-ING BECAUSE MY MOTHER IS COMING IN 2 MONTHS TIME AND I WILL GET HELL FROM HER IF THIS CARRIES ON! I AM GENUINELY AFRAID THAT I AM A SHOPAHOLIC! GOSH. Last night i couldnt sleep because i was up for an hour or so lying on bed thinking how to make my buys less shocking and also on selling my clothes when i get back. Like the ones in my wardrobe. I need to stop wearing clothes a few times and getting sick of them. My mum is gonna get sick of me. aish.

and when im bored, here goes ... if you're the kind who cant stand people who camwhores, i suggest you close the window right now.





Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Blogging from iPhone!

Omg this is exciting. Finally someone created a blogger app on iPhone! Which means I can start blogging even when I am on the move! That is so awesome because I usually only have the time to blog when or if I'm traveling! So testing testing :D but I can't get too carried away. Need to concentrate on studying now ESP when my friends will be leaving for Berlin and Prague tmr, leaving Joey and me behind. Haha. Joey just came back from switzerland w his mum and gf and will be staying here while his gf is here. And I will be going Prague later in the year. Lessons will be so boring alone :( on a side note, mum will be here in 2 months! Awesome!

Sunday, October 9, 2011

super unproductive studying days annoy the shit outta me. ugh. Mrs catch up is a bitch and im getting lazier to cook. living on salad. No wonder i lost 2kg. That's good. Im happy. I think ive gained it back from pot luck dinner. -.- I hope not. But that was one of the best meals ive had since I was here. One big piece of lard now. Talk about the aftermath. I think I need to start a studying schedule in order to stay on track and get more motivated. But that aside, got admin stuff to handle now. jeg er traet! >:(

All I wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul

Friday, October 7, 2011

Back on track (once again)

It feels funny that Im blogging about TODAY. Because i have always been lagging in my post. Been so busy. In a few days time, it marks the 2 months period that I've been here. Im constantly in a battle. On one hand I really miss Singapore and family and friends there. Yet on the other hand im having such a great experience here and it feels so sad to be leaving! :( Just thinkig about the friends that ive made on this journey. The places ive been to with them and the worries, laughter, everything that ive shared with them will all go away when we leave. Okay, shall not think about it.

Today has been a really bad emotional ride. I think the biggest emotional ride since ive been here. Ive been through so many different emotions today. From angry till i wanna cry (so v rare in my case), to worried sick, to being nervous to feeling satisfied to feeling disappointed and sad to relieved and finally, back to contentment.

Of all the nights to have a party, my neighbours had to have one last night! -.- Thur night is the party night. So I was awoken up twice because they were so noisy. and I sleep like a pig. Im a v sound sleeper. for you to have woke me up TWICE... go figure. haha. Was really tired when i reached school. Then when i read whatsapp from hotstuff and knew what was happening, I WAS FUCKING ANGRY! Like i look okay but inside of me was really boiling. I was sooooo angry and pissed and i seriously wanted to confront those bitches. How dare they do what they did to hotstuff! Made her carry all the bbq food by herself, make her pay for it, make her get drenched in the rain and after everything GAVE HER A FUCKING LIST ABOUT WHAT SHE DID WRONG AND HOW SHE IS A FAKE AND A BITCH? FUCK YOU! I feel so wronged for her. She has been nothing but good to you girls and you have to do that?? seriously? She has been dancing ALL HER LIFE and for you girls to have to destroy a nice girl like her till she wants to step down and leave the freaking dance company, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GIRLS DOING. Dont judge people when you dont know them. It annoys me so much. She's the nicest girls i have ever met in my life. Nicer than anyone i know in my 20 years on earth please. She goes all out to please everyone and to know that it only backfires back on her is disgusting how ugly you people can be. cut down on the politics before it blinds all of you in what really drove you to join dance. DANCE. not politics. Okay, i realised im still so angry now i want to cry. Tearing now. I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO ANGRY TILL I WANT TO CRY. And when people write on walls about other people generally being fake, DONT GO DEFENDING YOURSELF WHEN NO NAMES WERE WRITTEN CAUSE THEN YOU'RE THE BIGGEST FOOL. YOU JUST ADMITTED YOU'RE FAKE. YOU MUST THINK THAT OF YOURSELF FOR YOU TO DEFEND YOURSELF WHEN NO ONE POINTED AT YOU. And then you create so much drama outta it? okay, im too angry, im moving on.

I was extremely worried. I SOS hotstuff's bf to go make things better for her and for me too. I was so restless trying my best to get his attention via whatsapp. I believe i was going crazy then looking back at my texts. Very relieved when he finally replied. I forgot all about my presentation then. So when it daunt on me i wasnt through w that i was getting nervous.

Finally got through with it and i was very satisfied. But after me the presentation went downhill and i was disappointed but my mood was lifted again when the teacher told me that it had been long since he saw someone approached the question as well as i did. This random girl came up to me to tell me she liked my presentation so i was happy and my friend told me he was v impressed. happy again. Im starting to be convinced that i can actually give a good presentation because my friends have told me that but i never believed what they said actually lol. And i learnt quite a lot of things today in class so that's good.

overall contented. Letting the emotions die down now before it drains me

POT LUCK TMR! V EXCITED! STAY TUNE

Thursday, October 6, 2011

UPDATES DONE

HEY PEEPS! Updates below:

1. Norreport
2. Rosenborg castle
3. Tivoli, flea market
4. Kronborg castle
5. Sweden

Tripleelle is back on track once again

SWEDEN

Had an extremely early flight to sweden. Even wanted to wake up earlier to shop at the airport cause of duty free but decided not to. haha. In the end we were early but cause changing of money took time so we were just on time. Wanted to shop at accessorize because of their 70% sale but then we ha to rush for the flight. STUPID PLANE DELAYED FOR 1 HR IN THE END >:( totally wanted to see the sale stuff. aishh. oh well. maybe if i get the chance again ;)

After reaching the airport in sweden we took a swebus to central station and was planning to walk to hostel from there. On the bus, kai and i met a singaporean and she recognized us by our sporean accent when someone said "eh the bus like no space leh" LOL. She's also from the same home uni as us and she's doing Masters there. So she showed us where to go and what to see. V nice of her. She even walked us to our hostel! Saved us a lot of time wondering how to get there :D

We couldnt check in so we left out luggage in the room and LITERALLY CHIONG to the shopping district. We were lucky as our hostel was v near the shopping district. Had to withdraw money and then girls separated from the guys and you should see. it was like a frantic race to get to every shop. or most of the shops. we shopped from 11 am to 6pm :O Dont rmb it being so long but yea we were seriously running in and out of shops. scanning everything as oppose to slowly shopping. Not my ideal experience but no choice given we were only there for 2 days.

We attacked the h&m shops first since h&m is from sweden! But i didnt buy much. My friends bought a lot. hahaha. I was the claim tax 'prof' cause i knew a lot about it. HAHA. My wallet died in accessorize. Bought 2 clutches and 1 bag because they were a cheaper than spore and denmark! (Y)(Y)(Y) and it wasnt impulse buying since i already wanted to buy them when i was in spore and in denmark. Awesome. HEHE. But i didnt had time to look at the accessories. so regretting it now. i think the price there is about 1/2-3/4 cheaper for accessories >:( oh well. Blessing in disguise i tell myself.

After shopping we ate at a kebab place which you will see below and then walked to city hall to see the night view before going back. It was hilarious because when we were at the central station because the guys as usual were not helping much w directions. they left it to the girls who wandered around for information counters/ asking people. they actually SAT down on the CHAIRS and use their WIFI on their PHONE to check out SOCCER MATCH RESULTS. -.- The girls wanted to leave by then and the boys didnt want to move. so we just walked away thinking they will follow but they didnt and we just walked tot the entrance. When finally we saw them moving to the entrance we ran to the corner and hide LOL. damn childish but so hilarious and funny as we watched from the corner how lost the boys were. They were looking right and left and trying to find the girls and didnt know where to walk also so they went back in -.- best part? they walked back from where we came from and basically they just walked to the opposite side of the road -.-

We decided to wait at the bus stop for them and when they came up sonia and sheryl shouted for them across the road and i did the same too just that i did this...

I put my right hand up in the air and wave it while, okay what do you call that flicking of finger thing? yea i did that and then i was tiptoeing and shouting "GUYS!" (or was it boys) and guess what?

this car filled with 5 20 plus yr old guys rolled down their car window screen and shouted HI.

LOLOLOL. The girls almost died laughing there. It was so embarrassing and so hilarious.

When we got back to the hostel, we were lucky they didnt check individually if we had bedsheets because i didnt and i wasnt really prepared to pay 50sek for one set. I brought my sleeping bag though. so awesome. Our room had 8 beds but 1 was taken by a russian guy i think.

We all got ready to sleep until i realised the guy was sleeping naked. I saw him going under the blanket w his clothes and then taking them out. I assumed he was going to wear underwear as well but i guess not. My suspicion was right when later i thought he didnt wear. I was going to sleep already when suddenly qs shouted "OH MY GOD!" (sheryl said he said the f word too lol!) he even got up from his bed and we asked him what happened and he said he saw the guy's p. LOL. cause he moved while sleeping and the blanket had a gap and qs was looking right through it when he was lying down. LOL. lucky i was diagonally across instead. lol.

END OF DAY 1.

DAY 2

We woke up early to head down for the canal tour. We wanted to go to another palace but it was a long boat ride there and back. It was world heritage place though but we decided not to go w that plan cause then there will be no time for what we wanted to see in stockholm and we were there already. So we stayed w initial plan. Had McDonalds for breakfast. I ordered sausage egg mcmuffin but it tasted diff. nice as well. Later we made our way to where we thought the boat will be but turned out WRONG PLACE. so we ended up missing the earliest ride and got on to the next one. After the boat ride we went to see the parliament, the changing of guards at the royal palace and went inside to see the royal apartments. It was really nice and interesting inside, no photos allowed though. But the stories we hear were really interesting

1. about a fire breaking out in the palace and a large number of books were destroyed. As there were some really precious books inside, people started throwing the books out the window. The large fire only caused 1 casualty. Guess how the guy died? He was on ground level and this book hit his head -.- no kidding. But according to rumours it was an extremely large book of over 1m long and extremely thick! Apparently it was a monk who wrote it in ONE night. it was impossible to have written a book so thick in one night but the monk credited the devil in helping him accomplish that. So it was called the devil book.

2. Someone died because he fell off the horse

3. The king died because people were opening the windows to lower the temperature of the palace and the king had pneumonia

4. There was disco light coming from the palace and they had all the guards start on top of the ceiling level to jump together and watch the ceiling move -.-

5. the invited guest for dinner but the guest could only watch them eat the dinner. it was a 38 course meal if i rmb correctly. I think the dinner lasted 5 hours

After that we went to old town and separated from the guys. That marks the end of our sweden trip. we reached the airport early (for the first time) and made our way back home.




 CITY HALL
Small part of old town

Parliament
old buildings
Opera house



Their melion. hahahha. Could you tell i lost 2kg?
canal ride.



parliament entrance
royal palace
changing of guards


dinner
they were selling lens
narrow wall
we bought a moose for souvenir
candy
at cph airport 7 eleven 

our hostel
what???
BARBIE GRAND ENTRANCE
lunch
kebab dinner
central station
night view of city hall

hostel