Bummer of the day: MY MILK SPOILT 5 DAYS BEFORE EXPIRING >:(
DAMN ANGRY! It has been my dinner for 2 nights already and was hoping it will be for the next few nights :( Cereal is really good dinner for me because I eat quite a lot for lunch and is barely hungry for dinner. So i eat cereal just for the sake of not being hungry later in the night. So this evening i happily started pouring my cereal into my bowl. Then I brought my milk out to pour. I started to see lumps and i thought my eyes was playing tricks on me. Well, here's the dumb part. I continued pouring INTO the bowl trying to see if what i saw was really lumps. -.- who does that?! Normal people will pour in the basin or sth so that if the milk is spoilt their cereal is still at least edible. but NOOOOOO~ I had to pour INTO the bowl. that's NOT the worse part. the worse part is that i KEPT pouring after confirming there were lumps in the milk. I think i did that because i was in disbelief. I still had about half a carton left! So angry. Im going to buy budget milk from now on :( (budget milk is an actual brand)

Staying away from my friends has made things more lonely here but for some reason I kinda like living by myself too. I think with or w/o friends has its own benefits. For some strange reason I DONT find it bored. Even if im not doing anything, e.g. just lying on my bed and looking out my window, I find solitude in that. It's so peaceful. So quiet in my neighbourhood that it looks like im watching a silent movie. It is only today that I realise my bed is facing the window such that when i lie on my bed and look out, i see passing clouds or if im lucky some stars and luckier, fireworks.

But now that I'm starting to get restless, I decided to take some pictures of my room and post it on fb. The pictures shows before and after I clean and unpack my room. The album also shows  food that I cook here. Give chance, give chance.

I miss the boy a lot. When I was home home, I used to wish he would game a little less sometimes and pay more attention to me. It was easy then because i could tell him easily with a text/call or a BIG FAT BLACK FACE. But now that im so far away, it does seem like the distance is bothering me because I dont really know what he does anymore. Probably nothing much but still even if it's nothing much, i wish he could pay more attention to our convos. I cant text him. I cant skype him cause he's always MIAing and I dont even know he actually left the house. yes, house. and obviously i cant give him a black face unless he vid calls but i dont plan to. Trying to keep the happy thoughts. No warm heartfelt words but just warm memories tonight. With that, I kinda want school to start so i'll be more occupied too. Then I'll pay less attention to this.

Speaking of home, I MISS WEARING MAKE UP
I MISS WEARING SUMMER CLOTHES (ESP SHORTS!)
I MISS WEARING SLIPPERS
I MISS CARRYING DIFFERENT BAGS
I MISS SHOPPING
I MISS DRIVING

But there are quite a few things i love here too. LIKE THE FREAKING FIREWORKS WHICH I SAW FOR TWO NIGHTS IN A ROW NOW! So let's just make the best of this trip now!

On a side note, I love my family! Really blessed to have such a loving family. Mum had to pack another 28kg luggage just for me for my dad to bring over after going to sweden! Dad had to lug a huge ass luggage and he had to carry his stuff as hand carry. Plus my rice cooker and kettle in his hand. Heartache at the thought of that. Must be tiring for him :( Siblings put stuff in my luggage. I think bro put some korean shows for me in the luggage! Aunt tried to put as much food as she could in the luggage. Feel the family love tonight! <3<3<3