Tonight is the night

Leaving tonight. Goodbyes are gonna be hard. Already bid farewell to my grandparents and aunt. Already bid farewell to Clare Hotstuff but she wants to meet so she's planning on dropping by serangoon. I'm caught in between because I want to meet her, at the same time I have to do the goodbye again. I was pretty thankful our previous goodbye was pretty quick as we part ways in the mrt when my stop came first. To be honest, I've thought able telling everyone who plans to go to the airport to NOT go. I think it will be easier. I'm a little nervous too because loverboy's parents may be sending me off too! Awkward moment of the two families meeting :/ But I think it's really sweet of them to have mentioned, regardless of whether they were serious/kidding/testing reactions to see if it's okay. Nevertheless, it doesnt take a genius to figure out who is the hardest goodbye.

the boy wrote me a card! You have no idea how much I cherish such handmade stuff. I would want these stuff over money, clothes, shoes, bags, or whatever gifts. I guess different occasion calls for diff gifts. And it was really unexpected because I havent receive handmade stuff from that boy for a long time now. So it was an even better surprise for me! Yes, I cried. (within the 3rd line of the note and that is like 1/10 of the note. lol) I was genuinely touched and sad. It was overwhelming because Ive pushed back these feelings and hide these emotions for a long time now.

This was so cute! because it looks exactly like lb's dog, rocky! hahaha! Im still a little scared of him but much better now(: this is too cute

And he bought me a scarf too(:

everything was a bonus for me and it was totally unexpected, at the same time, it's gonna make things harder :/ Gonna miss a lot here.